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Little Fiendy Whozit

30 Saturday Mar 2013

Posted by elainestirling in humor

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acting out, children's skipping verse, don't sweat the small stuff, ego, Elaine Stirling, humour, passive aggression, poetry, resistance, response to bullying, rhyming couplets, tantrums

children-jumping-rope-outdoors[1]

Little Fiendy Whozit has a weeny voice;
he rips away his little gifts and claims he had no choice.

Little Fiendy Whozit thinks he knows what’s right from wrong,
and he likes to teach you lessons with a big bang-bong.

Now Fiendy might be good with wood or teasing little girls,
but push him past his talent zone, you’re in for quite a whirl.

The things you ask he will not do, except to impress others;
to corner him or force his hand, it isn’t worth the bother.

He’ll drag his feet and raise a stink and sooner whack than kiss ya,
then polish up his nasty sticks, insist he doesn’t miss ya.

We’ve all a Fiendy Whozit in our little bag of tricks;
he feeds on disappointment that he fashions into bricks.

The thing you must remember about Fiendy Whozit’s wall
is there’s nothing there worth nothing, so don’t make him crawl.

The time may come when Fiendy finds his R and L,
but until he shows up friendly, let him stay in…well,

for now, let’s keep on skipping rope and holding hands for joy;
there’s plenty good and plenty more for every girl and boy,

And should you meet sweet Whozit on your ever-loving way,
please tell him that I’m sending only happy thoughts today.

And if my little horns and tail occasional appear,
they’re nothing much to fuss about or fear, my dear.

~~~

© Elaine Stirling, 2013
–Photo of children skipping by Diamond Mitch
from besteducationpossible.blogspot.ca, 2011

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Thinker at the Gates

29 Friday Mar 2013

Posted by elainestirling in Form Poetry

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Easter Week, Elaine Stirling, Good Friday, medieval thought, mysticism, poetry, Rodin, sonnet, symbology, the Court of Love

"The Thinker" by Auguste Rodin (1840-1917)

“The Thinker” by Auguste Rodin (1840-1917)

Rodin, who thinks in close proximity
to your bronze man in awkward pose of thought,
do they disturb your vast serenity
bone-weary from the battles they have fought?

Your thinker is the poet at the gates
of Hell, from Dante and Medici you
have borrowed epic themes of mortal hates,
so to our own, we come for closer view.

But don’t you ever yearn to hang a sign?
Do not confuse the sculptor with the man,
nor hope through contemplation that we’ll find
what flows through you by God’s well-chosen plan.

The shadow of a poetess may cool,
but only Love can resurrect a fool.

~~~

© Elaine Stirling, 2013

Rendezvous

26 Tuesday Mar 2013

Posted by elainestirling in Poetry

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acceptance, alienation, alignment, authenticity, Elaine Stirling, letting go of negative, nonconformity, poetry, self-expression, self-worth, source energy

orion

How alien I am to me
when choosing from my wounds
to speak, from gaping hollows
left by loves perceived inadequate
they served their time, they’re
gone and yet on guard I stand
divisible, emotions made a
soldiery, my only uniformity
I snap into salute, attention
piqued when those of petty or
attractive rank show stripes
of pain that match my own, or
better, not as great! For then
I can magnanimous appear
in empathy, subordinates will
surely note my stature and remark
among themselves upon my
generosity, no scent of tyranny
emits from these well-practiced
tears spilled out in clever
and effective rhyme.

How strange I make myself
to me, how dubious a friend
when tolerant I am of less
than intimate; most talk is small
enough without my help; our time
deep-squandered bits of nothing
much—agree or not, approve
I don’t or do, so what?

Everyone deserves better!
Of them all, no one will miss
me slipping out, I’m sure, the
door was never locked from
either side, the weak applause
already out of earshot, moonlit
sky, Orion near to standing
whispers in collusion with the
evening star, no metaphors
denied. Across the sky, they’re
welcoming; this rendezvous
of me with Me is love, reunified
and infinitely true.

~~~

© Elaine Stirling, 2013
Photograph of Orion constellation
from tomsastroblog.com

Sass

26 Tuesday Mar 2013

Posted by elainestirling in Narrative poetry

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Dionysian mysteries, Elaine Stirling, Judeo-Christian mysteries, Kabbalah, Law of Attraction, manifestation, narrative poetry, Passover, poetry, Presence, resurrection, return, sensuality, Shekhinah, the power of humor, tolerance, vibrational reality

fishnet

Sass, she done
come back to the music
thank God! No more
cracking of the spine
no chiropractic twists
to read the print I read
before I signed and
then forgot, so busy
aren’t we now, all
waiting for a sign.

There’s lots of talk
these days about
remembering, as if
a horror hung in front
of us will somehow
keep the dread from
happening again
solemnity, our bed
deprivation of what’s
good and fun become
our newest sexy. Please!

Have you ever
worked backstage
of a preacher man?
Ever listened to a prophet
on a bad day when he
thinks nobody’s looking,
felt the bite of an injured
thrashing pride? Leo knew
best when he sent us that
press release from the
Peaceable Kingdom where
he’s already hanging with
the forever Lamb; they’re
feasting, not weeping, have
been for aeons on cornpone
and ham, pinching hot
sweet buns who are only
pretending to be cross.
Those blood-stained doors
they are always passed
over. It’s Law!

Lordy child, we’ve been
given so many clues and still
we resist a good Mystery. Hung
up on temptation, we pay too
much lip service to serial tragedians
with their pre-written scripts
of betrayal and doubt who are
looking to cast you in roles
you are bound—can you hear?—
you are bound to hate.

Unless your game is
cuffs and whips, you never
have to cry, let me out, let
me out! We are frequencies,
my dear, vibrating contributors
tuneable to everything, joyful
spanners of an ever-growing
Universe, if we’d just stop
throwing wrenches
into the mix.

Now, you don’t have
to like my lip or the cut
of my jib, your furrowed
brow does nothing for me
either. It’s in the rub, dear
friend, what grates and thrills,
what chills and spills our
drinks, these are the sacred
goads, our means and proof
we are alive. We are alive!

The sass, she done
come back for me is all
that matters, now she’s
here and mattering, make
way for she and I don’t
ever look behind. Alleluia!

~~~

© Elaine Stirling, 2013

Spring Break

24 Sunday Mar 2013

Posted by elainestirling in Poetry

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beginnings, continuity, Elaine Stirling, letting go, Palm Sunday, perception, poetry, revival

bridge_Turner

When there’s not much going on
when all positions have been tried
and cast aside, the years of playing
house and chasing Indians or being
chased have proven in the adult form
to lack their former mystery, it’s easy
to fall back on history.

What could be safer to this bored of
weary mind than what I have survived,
revived?

Comparing notes we pass the time
in passing notes create a time for us
to nail upon a tree with certainty.

They were the days, those days,
unlike the days that lie ahead, the ones
I dared not trust, for fear they’d prove
the lie consumed when droughts about
the truth of me rolled on and on
until the tributaries dried and veins
subsided rusty roads they cracked
my lips until they bled.

Rich pleas I formed in pleasant rhyme
to please and keep a roof above this head
till shapes appeared as lush and greener
pastures of a kind that might be kind:
how wondrous are the disappointments
that we find and find again—

But, no!
I break

this rumination, come from
ruminants of multi-stomached
cows, this gut I have but one
it sees me through and asks for
nothing but continued trust the
nutrients of which the light and love
and joy of life incessantly provide.

We have a history, the you and I, ‘tis sure,
as multi-branched as future our
capacity to choose the good and true
of it, eternal spring…now here’s the
bridge that only I may cross and so
I pause to kiss your mouth and look
once more into those eyes. Farewell,
my friend, and hale well met, my
love, my deeper love.

~~~

© Elaine Stirling, 2012

“Rain, Speed and Steam: The Great
Western Railroad”, painting by
Joseph M.W. Turner (1775-1851)

Fare Well

22 Friday Mar 2013

Posted by elainestirling in Poetry

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aftermath, Elaine Stirling, expansion, form poetry, grief, grieving, letting be, pedestals, political figures, sonnet, transitions, worthy opponent

ozymandias

An enemy died today. My thoughts he
walls from cares of treacheries imagined.
Are you now peaceful, foe, who newly see
the wreckage of your life’s cause delusioned?
The monuments are rising. Tears will be
wept by those who knew and loved you, leaving
me to fast dissolve my hate or find a
grander axe to grind, or else believing
that the pedestal they kept you on was
not your choice, and love not rage the blinder
that divided you from my view because
I too wish unity and good for all,
confuse an angry word as proof of flaws…
Rest easy, then, until your next brave call.

~~~

© Elaine Stirling, 2011
Image from 2006, photographer unknown

Our Tapestry

22 Friday Mar 2013

Posted by elainestirling in Narrative poetry

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appreciation, completion of task, continuation, Elaine Stirling, narrative poetry, prose poetry, the Graces, transcendence, vibrational reality

graces_2

I

Some things hold true.
We threw true across the room to see if we could break it.

Some things ring false.
We held ears to bells of falsehood to hear what made them ring.

Time stood still
long enough for us to believe that something better awaits.

Space gave way
to thoughts so deep the whales swam in to see what we were up to.

II

Fear crept in
and found that it was welcome;

Doubt looked up
and learned that it could laugh.

III

Gods and muses gathered at the shore.
Who will crack first? they asked one another.
Apart from hairline fissures, no one ever did.

Who are they? asked the prophets.

Nomads, said the dolphins, recently arrived
from a place called Poetry.

What do they want?

Change.

Mercury laughed. That’s all?

Gods and muses rummaged in their pockets, tossing out change until the beach glittered.

Will that be enough?

Dolphins scanned the beach and saw there was no end of change.
A school, as one, they nodded.
Sufficient.

Three women descended from the hills.

The first woman, Clotho, rolled out a tapestry woven by poetic hearts and words and thoughts and feelings. Gods, muses, and prophets moved in for a closer look.

Audacious, murmured some. Others held their breath. The wisest of the prophets breathed deeply.

Lachesis, the second, measured the cloth for wholeness.

On a signal from her sisters, the third and final goddess knelt beside the tapestry with silver shears.

Atropos cut the thread.

~~~

© Elaine Stirling, 2013

Awaken, Hero! A Coded Poem

19 Tuesday Mar 2013

Posted by elainestirling in Arcana, Poetry

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Castaneda, cognitive systems, don Juan Matus, Elaine Stirling, erotica, kundalini, Levantine lore, Meso-American mysteries, nagual, numerology, Quetzalcoatl, sacred geometry, Shekhinah, zero point field

Eve-tempted-by-serpent

Acrostic with adult content: Reader discretion advised

~~~

Seduction is One fine art, don’t you think?
Elevating thrill of Two bodies above all others
Recreating Eden with Three small words, I want you.
Perhaps you’ve heard me whisper, Four play designed to
Excite new moistures. Shame, you haven’t. Well, Five thousand
Nubile virgin queens await my instruction at Six, dripping beauty,
Thirsty for what you once gave, while Seven radiant gods pleasure me
In canticles. I summoned you Eight days ago, hero, and entered your
Night dreams boldly with Nine new positions
And straddled you at Ten years you wandered
Addled by my charms; Nine lives you’ve thrown away and
Now you are begging for what, Eight more?
If only things rose for you as they once did—Seven
Times a day, at your least; in one go, Six women,
No limits then to the power of a Five-wakened man,
Ecstatic. Happily, I say, the Four-cornered square turns diamond again
Positioning eternally Three men at the service of the spring-ripe
Regina, hungry at Two strokes past midnight I will arrive naked,
Egregious, my One hand wrapped around your feathered
Serpent, the other cupping Zero.

© Elaine Stirling, 2011
Image of “Eve Tempted” by William Blake

What I Do is Me: For That I Came

15 Friday Mar 2013

Posted by elainestirling in Form Poetry

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#bringingbacktheglosa, A Circularity of Glosas, Alain C. Dexter, Dead Edit Redo, Dead to Rights, Elaine Stirling, form poetry, Gavriel Navarro, Gavriel's Muse, Greyhart Press, Law of Attraction, medieval Spanish poetry, PK (Patricia) Page, Tim C. Taylor, vibrational reality

First up, confession. I did not create the title of this blog. It is the ninth line of a famous poem by 19th century English poet and Jesuit priest, Gerard Manley Hopkins. Four more lines can be found below in my tribute to the Anglo-Canadian

PK Page, Canadian poet (1916-2010) from whom I first heard the word, glosa

PK Page, Canadian poet (1916-2010) whose book of glosas, Hologram, sat quietly on my shelf, brewing mischief.

campaign—with a few other countries swiftly joining—to #bringingbacktheglosa.

You can learn more about this bold resurrection of medieval verse at Greyhart Press and Gavriel’s Muse. At both of these sites, you can also read exceedingly kind words about Dead Edit Redo, my newly published novella of horror and good medicine, and Alain C. Dexter’s accompanying Dead to Rights: A Circularity of Glosas. These books are now available through Amazon and Smashwords, print and e-format.

Alain and I could think of no better way to celebrate the release of our new books than to collaborate on a new glosa. Such affairs are never solitary, and this one is no exception. Once you’ve read our books, you’ll understand how truly I mean that, and why I’ve posted a photograph of our beautiful Canadian poet, PK Page.

And now, without further ado, the glosa.

What I Do is Me: For That I Came

Bow swung finds to fling out broad its name;
Each mortal thing does one thing and the same:
Deals out that being indoors each one dwells;
Selves—goes itself; myself it speaks and spells.

“As Kingfishers Catch Fire, Dragonflies Draw Flame”
Gerard Manley Hopkins (1844-1889)

~~~

When from the center of the flame I see my
name writ large by candle stroke too quick
to read, I turn from clarity to glance behind
where daimon paternoster with the googly
eyes to whom I’ve learned to genuflect
reflects his fleshy disapproval—what a game!
To think the back can read the front, or past
my future tell; to seek from others lost
in gloom a match for me, I must disclaim.
Bow swung finds to fling out broad its name.

The epoxy that we’ve learned to call
intelligence is swift to set; thus glued,
we cannot move toward bright and brighter
still. Instead, we dim with every misperception
of a sun that seems to disappear. We’re balls
of light, smooth casters, not one of us to blame.
But if you clank against me like a tinman with
no heart, I’ll roar, and I’d expect no less from
you if, thoughtless, I should cause you shame.
Each mortal thing does one thing and the same.

Selfish is as selfish does, the best of me
arrived intact in search of touch and taste
and feel to know what more of All There Is
I want. Obstructions have their place, but other
words that start with O have more appeal, like
octopus and org…an grinder, so if you, my bells
don’t ring, don’t call. I am no altar offering. I burnt
the book of martyrs at a barbecue, which gave
the ribs, I’m sad to say, a taste of sulphury hells.
Deals out that being indoors each one dwells

in his or her own pocketry of what feels good,
and this is good—might even be, it’s God! He/
She did not make of us a bleacher crowd of images
computerized, we are dynamic flow, so let the
process of success into your blood and bones
before you croak, which like the bullfrog tells
us from his pad will never be the last. I’m here
for me, for that I came, and you the same, for
you. Take happiness down from those high shelves!
Selves—goes itself, myself it speaks and spells.

© Elaine Stirling, 2013

Factoidectomy

11 Monday Mar 2013

Posted by elainestirling in Parody

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Alan Watts, Allen Ginsberg, Beat poets, Elaine Stirling, Jack Kerouac, obsession with correcting other's people's facts and perceptions, poetry, satire, Zen koan

James Kerouac_1

I spent a day
with the Beats,
Allen mostly, two
degrees removed
from Jack, whose
roots still throb in
Lowell & whose neck
I am in love with.

Our convivée
included shooters,
B-52s and some
weird green drink,
essence of absence,
I think, which begs
a lisp, I know, but
that very urge to
correct is why,
as it turns out,
we’d gathered
in a smoky bar
above a clinic with
swinging doors.

Could I please,
I exhorted Jack,
make these lines
a little longer?
I don’t write
in matchbooks,
never did
the hobo
thing.

He gave me
that squint, you
know the one, where
lightendarkment
spin so fast,
the gap—

We enjoyed
some man woman
stuff—how could
we not?—which
gave Al time
to chat cubes
with Pissarro

and then
in the midst
of our fumbling
for the perfect
image, an orderly
arrived with a tray
bearing pills in a
pink Dixie cup
and a long
silver needle.

The procedure
was over before
it began, next thing
I knew we were
out on the street
flagging a cab.

In the back
between Allen
and Jack I felt
for the two raw
spots behind
my ears.

Try saying something.

Cat got yr tongue?

No urges, splurges,
poor pity-me dirges?

Look, Al,
the windows
aren’t fogging.

(Does that mean
I’m dead?)

beat, beat, beat, beat…

The driver whose face
I hadn’t seen broke
the silence with laughter
& said through the rearview
mirror in plum British tones,
what have you forgotten?

Everynoallthing, Mr. Watts.

The poets hurrahed
and clapped in sounds
that shot swallows and
bats from the hell of
a million belfries

the nasal tone
that builds from
the accretion of
the need to insist
was gone

before I could
determine what
if anything had
replaced it, our cab
arrived at the
firstlastonly holy
place I’d ever
seen.

There was
not a single
unfamilar
face.

© Elaine Stirling, 2013

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